Joe Wolf |
Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 11:44 pm Post subject: Thank you, boys!! |
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I honestly apologize from the bottom of my heart that I wasn’t there today. It was part because it’s mother’s day & I hadn’t bought my mom/Steph a gift yet & partly because no one woke me up (even though I didn’t drink Saturday night, I was still up until 4:00 playing poker at my house.) But, ya know what? If I had a better taste in my mouth about softball, that stuff wouldn’t have mattered! I would have been there. I would have been up at 7AM with a hard-on for getting out on the field. I used to love softball as much as anyone. Before we were even remotely good, Smitty & me used to just love the chance to play a simple game of boundary ball. But somewhere, that true love got somewhat lost. Before today (and I say before today, because its sounds like you guys who were there really showed a lot of fire, which I really, really love to hear), it seems like we are going through the motions on the softball field. And, for me personally, it all culminated when we only had 10 guys to play Rockledge last week. You see, these are the only games that really get me fired up. Penny’s, Rockledge, and playoff games!!! That’s it! I always want to win & play as best I can. But, those teams are the ones that really make me fuckin’ ultra-hype!!! And, when we were missing Smitty & Braun (they are obviously excused because they have Tuesday night work obligations), but also Brendon, Danny Bucher, Jeff Judge (what a joke he is), and others & we couldn’t go toe to toe with our best against the Rockledge, I think I hit a boiling point of frustration!! And it’s not even that we couldn’t face the Rockledge with all our horses, it’s the fact that the ones who were there didn’t show any heart (me included.) If we would have lost 19-13, but showed a real grit & fire, I wouldn’t have even minded. But we got clowned from the first pitch & the game was a blow out the whole way! But, like Smitty said: Who cares!! I am extremely happy & inspired by how you guys fought tooth & nail today short-handed!! And, I apologize again for today, but I really hope we can all show that same intensity this Friday against the Rockledge! After our first beating, I told Keith that I didn’t think (even at full strength) that we had the right mix of players to beat them!! And, I really believed that because we have been completely stagnant since our inspiring 7-run comeback in Game 3 of the championship last fall!! We really, as an entire team, played out of this world last fall. I still get chills when I think about it! We just refused to lose, and EVERYONE did whatever they could for us to reach our common goal: OUR FIRST TITLE!!! I always believed we could play at that level, but we made believers out of everyone last fall! But, during the winter or something, we lost it! It’s hard to explain how or why, but we lost that fire! But, maybe you boys regained it today. Maybe, we’ll show our true colors on Friday & lay the fuckin’ wood to Rockledge (and in the process, let them know that we don’t just hope we win the Jardel championship, we EXPECT to win the fuckin’ thing!!!) Thank you boys for re-igniting the fire today & I am really proud of the effort you guys displayed! I am also very excited to hear that Smitty displayed the defensive prowess that I always knew he could!! NOW, I can’t FUCKING WAIT for Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!! (And I never miss another softball game as long as I live!!!!) |
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